115

yay i'm finally 115!! but it's not good enough.. i hate the fact that i'm so short :( i have friends that weigh more than me and they're skinnier because they're tall!!! grrr... so this weeks game plan is: smaller breakfasts (maybe like a yogurt or raisins) and eat less during supper. supper is so hard to work around, since everyone makes such a big deal about it, so i'll just eat less at the table.. but if there is an oppertunity to skip it, i will!

oh i almost forgot, yesterday antony picked me up again lol and he went out for icecream + mcdonalds with a bunch of our friends, and guess what?? I resisted!!! everyone kept offering but i refused. after yesterdays post, i couldn't let myself down. and it wasn't obvious at all b/c my friend mikey didn't eat either :p

everyone ate supper..

everyone except for me :) it worked out perfectly i just lied and said i ate at antonys.. we went for a jog this morning too!! & i had so many temptations but i didn't give in to most of them. i'm so surprised because to be honest i thought today would be a total failure, but it turned out to be great!! I need to take it to the next level though, I haven't quite figured out what yet, but tommorrow i'll weigh myself and i guess i'll figure it out from there!

legs barely touching

lasagna

ugh moms making it for supper. i guess i have to eat it. i find that i'm not even hungry but i'm eating to please other people ++ i can't start starving myself too quickly. i'm not getting headaches anymore though :) tom is monday so the game plan is still the same since i need energy for the pool.

p.s ya i'm working at the pool but the downside is 1. it's boring 2. it starts in a month 3. nat will watch my eating habits so it's not going to be easy :(

i felt like posting more today :p 

so far so good

 considereing i had a birthday and other things that were hard to avoid eating, i've been doing ok. during the day it's a bit tough and i've been getting major headaches so i ate a cheese toast to give me a boost of energy. i'm feeling better but i want to take it easy for now, because if theres one thing i learnt from last time, i have to start gradually. if i fast now i'll just gain it all back. so next week i'll kick it up a notch and maybe cut down on breakfast or something.